Forever in The Air

I just took a trip to do something I had never done before.  Amongst others who had way more political power, influence, way more qualified, and so much more than me (I felt).  I was included. However, I did not feel like I belonged. 

Pushing my insecurities to the side, I introduced myself to everyone who would allow me to; stating my 9-5 with pride because I worked to be there, just like I worked to get here and unite us in the betterment of all children. Specifically, this was for Black women and girls and services that bring us together rather than policies that play on our differences.  It was well received, I thought as I waited for folks to join my session.  Because I’m sensitive about my art and it was just me and Jesus, and as I prayed silently, God told me to fix on the gentleman in front of me.  This not only helped me tremendously, but it also had me wanting to know more about this gentlemens journey.

With the presentation over, I thought about how to be better, and the answer was clear.  I can’t do this all by myself, and God answered when you’re ready.

Then I thought about an undergrad instructor who always stated, “Being prepared equalls success.”  Easier said than done, but my next opportunity, God willing, I will be ready, ready!

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